Today...a guy told mi to give him a chance... Tis is the first time tt someone told mi not to give up.. I was rather touched u know.. At least he makes mi think tt im not so stupid.. He said...being a police was rather stress.. Cos its easy to get angry cuz of inside stuff and when outside, there's ppl make him angry and surely wil fall down no matter wad? He said this...Cos he was a police like shawn in NS... & he said..it will be more stress when there's no one there for u in NS. Its hard to b a police when u juz a normal ppl changed to police is differ alot
Then he asked mi... if some1 treat u so bad n make u angry when their time r less at outside n stress in inside.. wad wil u do? mi: scold or tell him wad i feel.. HE:tts becoz u r a gal, if u r a guy?guy tinks differs,not all guys tell wad they tinks to the ppl person they like? n when their stress its tired of telling.. cuz the only way is to get off stress is leave.. clear stress when the tings infront of u, u wun cherish. when its gone, u wil regret no matter how hard. when its gone, its gone 4eva.. unless there is stil miracle for u juz try harder to find bah..but rmb dat police arent dat easy to b
So...he told mi tt..just go on with life... If there's still fate... God will put two of us tgt again.. The person u make him fall once, doesnt means dat the person wun bcome dat only person carrys u til the end.. Then he said..if i get to find him.. dun juz put on a signboard dat u only wan to tell him everyting bcuz u wil nv knw u both can b tgt..
Tt was the sweetest and caring advise i ever get... THX MAURICE =) i'll take ur advise..
Rainling
Yours Truly,Choco '2:18 AM
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Sup...im back here though my heart is still with another blog.. Okay...we'r over... Tt was a silent brk... Which means..we just brk up without telling each other..
I've nv thought tt we will ended up like this.. But is was true.. 4months relationship..GONE~~GONE LIKE THIS.. He was the one who stop contacting mi...Or shd i say..AVOID?? But i dun blame him...Cos i know tt he was tired of my bossiness.. Which guy can stand his gf to be so rough and fierce?? NONE RITE?! So i admit...though wad he done was irresponsible..But i dun blame him... Cos he had done his part as a bf.. GENTLE RESPECT & LOVE MI GIVEN HIS 100% attention for mi.. WHILE for mi?! WANTING MORE AND MORE FROM HIM..But i given him lesser and lesser...
Through the last four months.. Its my happiest days in my life.. Cos there will be someone there for mi..EVERYDAY..even though he was in camp.. But he still gave mi his 100% attention... DUN u think tt he's GREAT?! YEA..we hav stop contacting each other for already 23 days.. All friends told mi to forget him... But deep in my heart..i know he's still in..always.. The memories..the love..its still in...
I once hate english... He's the one who make mi feel that english is great.. He's the first guy who make mi think tt im a princess.. He's the first guy i love the most.. He's the first guy i cried over most.. He's the first guy i miss most... He's the first guy tt make mi think tt losing him is my loss.. He's the first guy i wan to be with forever.. He's the first guy who ask mi to marry him... BUT NOW...no more..he's no diff with vanish in the world now.. I coulndt find him at all..
BUT honest words..i still LOVE HIM ALOT... I starting to compare him with another guys.. Im still finding him... I still wans him... But...all this seem so impossible.. Maybe..He is just a passerby in my life.. HIHI..and no byebye... But..GOD...if there's still a chance... LET mi meet him again... I will treat him betta and love him more... Give him my 100% percent or even more... PLz....
I know i am stupid
Rainling
Yours Truly,Choco '1:42 AM
• Tuesday, June 24, 2008
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Yeah !!! im finally 16 years old =) Well im back to this blog... & im not in love again...Single now... Will change the blogskin soon ^^
Rain-ling
Yours Truly,Choco '11:34 PM
• Wednesday, May 14, 2008
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Ohwell...I didnt update here for like a month? But guys !! Plz link mi at rawhrawr-story.blogspot.com Cos i update there for everyday.. Whereas for here... See mood XD SO PLZ!! RELINK MI AT RAWHRAWR-STORY.BLOGSPOT.COM ALRITE?! Haha...LOVE U GUYS !! XD & it's more sweet at there.. Haha.. OBVIOUSLY !!
Rain-ling
Yours Truly,Choco '8:05 AM
• Tuesday, April 08, 2008
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I'm kissing her o.o omg !! HAHA XD
Tts a real kiss =p
HAHAHAHAHAHA TTS WAS LINK CAN'T U SEE?
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS...
K...overall we are lame !! XD
Rain-ling
Yours Truly,Choco '3:12 AM
• Sunday, March 16, 2008
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ADD MI AT rawhrawr.yahoo.com.sg plz.. Cos my msn is nt working... So i will b onlining at this email add using yahoo messager.. THX =)
Rain-ling
Yours Truly,Choco '8:09 AM
• Monday, March 10, 2008
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Sign, my blog is dead AGAIN!! hahahahahah... Nvm, use to it already.. Cos everyone is busy & i am busying tan nian ai!! Carzy rite?! O lvl still busying tan nian ai.. But nvm.. At least baby boy went to Ns. So i wun stick to him a much as past... I'll try nt to say too much vulgar k?!! ( jian ee ) Haha.. Cos i was angry at tt point of time ma... If nt i very GENTLE DE!!! XD i'll try to blog more often la.. Even though my blog was DEAD DEAD DEAD!!! XD... ANYWAY!! JIA YOU EVERYONE FOR UR O LVL!!! HOPE TT WE MANAGE TO PASS OUR O LVL WITH FLYING COLOURS!!! & GET INTO THE COURSES WE WANT TO STUDY!! ALRITE?!!! LOVE U ALL !!! :)
Rain-ling
Yours Truly,Choco '10:47 PM
• Monday, March 03, 2008
♥ I dun like monday!
Cb!! Fucking idiot day. My bf lied to mi again.. Wadever...if he wan to cheat. PLZ!! Go find another gal! If u cant hold the promise u give mi.. THen dun give mi any promises.... U KNOW I DUN LIKE LIAR.. & this is nt de first time i tell u this.. Go SLP ALL U WAN!!! Then come back home.. Mama ask mi wad website i go.. & name mi one dunno wad website which i nv gone before.. FUCKER!! Muz b some dirty one.. If nt she wun sit beside mi. Then ask u delete something frm com rite... & wad..i know u know de.. FUCK LA!!! IF U DOSENT WAN TO TRUST UR CHILD THEN SO BE IT!!! I DUN NEED UR TRUST EITHER! NB! I ALREADY LOST THE TRUST FRM U ALL..................... I'M NOT THE LITTLE GAL U KNOW ANYMORE... CANT U SEE TT I AM GROWING UP? BUT U ALL DIDNT SEEMS TO RESPECT MI EITHER... I REALLY CANT STAND U ALL!!
RAIN-LING
Yours Truly,Choco '2:26 AM
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